Currently art is physically moving me to sleep in my computer chair because the only place I have room for my paintings is on my bed.
Now that I got that horrible joke out of me, I must say I am exhausted. I am exhausted from all of this learning and growing and moving and shifting and changing that I have been doing lately. I’m like a life experience mover & shaker, or something… ha ha… I don’t even know what a “mover and shaker” is, really. Do you know? Would you care to enlighten me? 12:00 AM is not the appropriate hour for me to be doing research like this. Maybe I would be more likely to be sleeping if my own art wasn’t taking up all of the space on my bed.
After sitting in on an “extra” class tonight and eavesdropping on a conversation about writing something about an art piece after you finish it, I couldn’t help but think of what I wrote after I painted “Storms of Life“. I wrote it in my journal, and I decided I would share it with you. It’s really just a bunch of poetic mumbo jumbo, but it is what I felt flowing out of me and I needed to write it down. I even paraphrased it and added some of the words to the painting itself. You could say that I was writing and creating my art at the same time, and bouncing them off of each other.
Anyway, here is what I wrote:
5-23-2011 Rattling
In the lonely shelter of my basement I can hear the storm howling outside, trying to break in. All of my material possessions are rattling upstairs. Alone like me, but they are unprotected. I shiver. Thank goodness for friends and family. A kind warning, a caring hand.
Chaos is the word rushing around in my brain. The back door sounds like it will come undone any minute now. Maybe I am being dramatic. I am not really scared though, because I love storms. Maybe I will read a book because my painting was interrupted. I LOVE TO PAINT!!
Oh my, I hear more sirens now, cop cars and ambulances. Rain, pouring. In my mind I see imagery of glass shattering. I am desperate to go up and see what is going on out there. Maybe even in my house.
Maybe now I will be able to get some sleep. I feel as restless as a summer storm, waiting for my time to strike.
Inspiration does not have to come from the typical source of “beauty”. Oh wait, did I type that and forget to hit backspace? Yeah, I guess I did. GOOD NIGHT.
(P.S. I want another singing assignment… -wink, wink, nudge, nudge-) Ha ha ha ha ha… oh sheesh, I just need to turn this giant mechanical beast OFF.